In the middle of nonsense dreaming, I found myself back at The City again. (Yes, it needs a better name. I’m open to suggestions how to find its name.) R.G. and I were having tea and discussing the nature of the Caravan and the power of emotions.
He said that while my dream symbolism about it seems shocking and gratuitous, it is a very accurate description of the mental processes one goes through when the emotions are allowed to rule oneself. “Do you think the people on the Caravan don’t know what’s out there? That they are not aware of the consequences of their actions? They know! You knew! The fields of feces that surround the Caravan represent the destructiveness such emotional slavery brings. But they don’t want to face that. They don’t want to acknowledge the problems their indulgences have made. So they stay on the Caravan, not just because of the addiction that brought them there. But because they don’t want to face the truth.”
“When did you really leave the Caravan? When you stepped off into the filthy fields? When you walked away in an arbitrary direction? Or when you approached this city?”
I thought about it for a bit. Sipped my tea. “When I approached the city. I wasn’t dwelling on the Caravan by then.”
We sat silently for a while. The cooling afternoon was segueing into early night.
“So, what were the mushrooms, then? They spawned from human waste, and that guy used me as a trigger to get them to grow.”
R.G. chuckled. “You mean to tell me, you have never encountered a truth so distasteful, you were willing to do anything to avoid it?” He finished his cup. “Also, this is the Dreaming. He used you, yes, but not the way you think. The Caravan is full of predators and prey.”
“Night has fallen. You should be off with yourself.”
I finished my cup as well. We stood and shook hands in friendship and farewell. As I walked away from the sidewalk cafe, I left the City and the Dreaming.
(The dream where the Caravan (and the City and that Building) first appears: Three Different Ways: Ain’t This Some Shit.)